“No!” Sahara almost screamed as the blinding actinic green-white beam flashed impossibly bright. She released the controls and threw up her arms t... cover her visor, but she still knew what had happened. Jedah city, the only place she had ever called home before being taken off world and inducted into the academy aged 11, was no more. Her early life flashed before her eyes, her time spent in the care of the temple of the Guardians of the Whills, the joy of running through the markets, the colour. ”“It’s a free country,” I said with a slight shrug.She sat down in the chair next to the endtable next to my chair. She clasped her hands together between her knees and stared at them. I mostly stared at the little black marks on my page. We sat quietly for a long moment as the waves beat quietly against the sand (the mute was on).“Jenny misses you.”“So I heard.”As the waves washed ashore, nothing the least unusual happened with the black marks.“She cries over you at night.”“So I heard.”Time. I started off this Camp with at least twenty extra unnecessary pounds and I'm sure I had already lost at least a pound of body weight every single day so far. You need to eat at least 5,000 plus calories a day in the Arctic just to maintain your weight and I just couldn't eat enough, fast enough.It's also funny that you start to crave rich and fatty foods, especially bacon and hamburgers ... not to mention bacon topped cheeseburgers. Om nom nom! Chocolate helped the cravings, but didn't stop. There was nothing sexual about our embrace; it was far more intimate than that.A little while later, he asked, "When did you find out?" I figured it out the first day, after the two of you had left to get some things from your own flats. She heard me tell a friend what I'd figured out, and confessed. I told her it was her responsibility to tell you, and I see she has. I can't tell you what to think, or what to feel, or what to do, but remember that everything I've said and done to the two of.