And I did it too...Just not beforetaking out today's scheduled dose and swallowing them down before reallythinking. I trembled a bit as I did it, eve... after last night Icouldn't completely get off this path.------------------------------------------------------------------------My days settled into a bit of a routine. I held off dressing again forages, almost two weeks. But eventually I caved. Within three weeks mytoenails were painted again, and by the end of the month, I was. Jisme uski black bra clean dikhai de rahi thi.woh bachlor ladke ye dekh k heran ho gaye.fir unho ne meri biwi ko gher k dance karna shuru kar diya.deam light chalu thi.woh log meri biwi ki gand pe hath ghumate to kabhi kamar pe.biwi kuch bol nahi rahi thi use ajnabee k sath ya sabh karna bauht pasand tha.fir ekdam se light chali gayee. kafi time andhera raha.fir light aane k baad mene dekha to wahan woh 5 log aur meri biwi nahi the.mene bahut dhundha.dhundhte dhundhte chhat pe dekha to dekha. It was a long way off their home port, but catches were downlocally so that had to go far afield, meaning going 50 nautical milesfrom the nearest island to ours, to lay pots.It was also a little surreal for us. After all this time, and just onthe edge of finding our way out of this place, somebody just turns up,and our ordeal is over.So, what happened to all of us? Well, those five couples are stilltogether.Matt and I live in Western Australia as husband and wife. We haveadopted two. Yes, I want and perhaps need his chastisement, But, not without your total approval, I don’t want our marriage to suffer one bit. And if you say no, no it will be!” Me I just didn’t understand it at all, she and harry had this mental link that said he wanted to have her hard, and so on, and though I was there 90% of the meeting dim old me hadn’t taken in any of these signs, he had had her and had her hard, but I never suspected that she wanted more, or that he had offered her this ‘treatment’.