But don’t be surprised if things get switched around in the middle of the night!”Kate might have said she was going to fuck my lights out, but the...fact was that we were already near lights out by the time we made it to bed. Still, we couldn’t stop ourselves from making love. We whispered our dreams. I was all for getting married the next day if we could find a preacher, but Kate shut me up with a kiss that warmed my heart.“We have to plan this and make sure our friends and families can be with. I like the girls in our community, and Ienjoyed being among them. I thought those feelings were normal. I wasnot sexually attracted to them, but I thought that this was because Iprayed against temptation. I was not attracted to boys either, perhapsbecause of prayer, but more likely because then I was one of them. Theywere like my brothers, all of them. You are not sexually attracted toyour own brothers.When I say that I don't know what suddenly changed me, it is because Icannot think of a. I felt her squeeze the tip of my nose and the moment she did that always signalled the sheer heaven to come, when she arranged herself so beautifully, my nose tucked into her there, to stimulate that certain part of a woman’s anatomy that would pleasure her to the hilt, as my lips were perfectly placed to sink in between hers, releasing the tie on her thong I pulled it away with my teeth until my mouth and my busy tongue sunk into her, taking in her taste of honey and all that was so. You are a specimen of sorts, and doctors study you and run tests on you, and inject you with numerous chemicals. But what happens when your crazy with sanity? What happens when its reality you suffer from, and the crimes you committed were in bouts of sanity? What happens when reality is so real, it drives you to insanity? Chapter One Ive been here for five years. Many have proven incapable of surviving this long. They lose their minds and succumb to the insanities they are labeled. They are.