However I tried, I could not control staring at her. After talking to someone for few minutes, she entered the boss’ cabin.“Boss ki biwi hai,” I...thought.Phir mai apne kaam me lag gaya. Boss ki biwi ko chodna bhi to khatre se khali ni tha. Par mauka milne par mai zarur karta.Kaafi der wo dono andar rahe. Aur mai bas yahi sochta raha ki wo dono sex kar rahe honge.“Mujhe bhi anadar jana hai. Threesome bhi chalega usk saath,” mai sochta raha. Itna socha ki 2 baar bathroom jaak masturbate karna pad. That was the effect I had on other men. I could walk into a room, pick the man I wanted, smile and he would follow me outside. The fact that he didn’t want me made me want him so much more. Back at the beginning I was a naive, young 18 year old. A virgin at 18 doesn’t sound like the sort of life a sexual temptress like me once led does it. The truth was, I was terrified of sex. Afraid I would get it wrong; afraid I would look ridiculous, afraid I would still be a virgin at the age of 40! Yet. I got out of bed. “You could at least have showered before coming to bed,” I told her as I left the room. She didn’t answer and I slept on the couch.The next three weeks were torture. I didn’t hear from Cecilia, so I assumed that everything was going well with Martin. I barely spoke to Barb, but she started coming home late a lot more. I got the contract from UFC and after reviewing it with the office’s legal team, I signed it and returned it. They scheduled a press conference and they sent me. “Well, Jill, why don’t you have a seat, please. Is there anything I can get you? Coffee? Tea?”“No thank you, I have been out and about all day, caffeine is the least of what I need,” she said.As I pulled a chair across from my desk out for Jill, she ran her slim fingers over my hand and sat down. By the time I had walked to my chair, she had loosened the top two buttons of her blouse.“Now then, Jill, what is it that attracted you to this job?” I asked.Jill had pulled her hair back and tucked it.