.. I guess," I said."It makes me feel ... crazy." Crazy." Yes. It makes me want to lose control." Well ... I guess it's good that you're figuring that...out now, instead of in a car somewhere some evening in the future." We aren't going to do that," she said, firmly. "Okay. Good. Thank you."She punctuated that "Thank you" with a kiss that made her squirm on my lap. Then she got up and left the room."Huddle in Kat's room," I heard her say."The timer says three more minutes," said Kat."Well, hurry. Then I heard the door open."I thought you locked that!," I squawked as the cold breeze of fear hit me."I lied," she said. Someone -- I couldn't see since my face was still buried between Nell's breasts -- grabbed my wrists, pulled them around and tied them behind the back of my chair. At the same time, Nell was slid a pair of dark goggles over my eyes before getting off my lap. "Eeuugh," said a new voice, "you were right, Nell, he sure let a load loose in his lap." "Tell me about it," my. ' She turned around and walked upstairs to her room.Normally, Heather might have said or done something just then, somethreat of punishment or admonishment, but her intuition was absolutelyscreaming at her that if she said anything like that, her son was goingto do something so unimaginably hurtful that their family life, at thevery least, would never be the same. It did not miss her perceptionthat her son, who had apparently just learned to care about people, hadit in his mind that he needed. “ have you ever been caned before?” while holding before her stunned eyes the very same whippy cane he had used upon Vicky’s sister Catherine! defenceless and speechless, Vicky looked at the cane in Seans hand in pure horror before her eyes before furiously shaking her head.The enormity of the mistake she’d made in taking Sean be no more then a nasty feral youth really hit home, and having already seen with her own eyes on the lap top just what he was capable of doing, why had she not.