" All there is to it is to do it, If you go down on Riley, she will tell you what feels good and what doesn't." Yeah, but I learn better by watching, ...ad. Do you think you can go down on her to show me how to do it?" Bethany!" Riley yelled."Its ok Ri, my dad will be gentle and won't tell anyone." Bethany said.I thought about it for a few seconds. I knew that if I crossed the line, there would be no coming back."Riley, will you be ok with me going down on you? I promise not to hurt you and I. She was going to bringus to her place. We were going to live there."Kathryn asked, "Did you ever talk to a police officer about this?"I shrugged, "Can't trust them. They were the ones who arrested Tracy."Kathryn sighed and hugged me tightly, beginning again to play with myhair. She said nothing, simply humming a soothing lullaby which calmedmy nerves."How come you were so scared when you were getting your haircut? Do youknow the reason why? It's OK that you don't, but I want to be able tohelp. This has been a trying day for her. She needs time to adjust." His mother seemed a little overwrought herself."Do we still have a membership in the country club?" Honey, the only two times I made you to go to the country club you hated it."He looked at his mother and told her, "Mom, you forced me to go. That is why I hated it."Claire accepted the well-deserved rebuke. "Yes," she agreed in a soft voice."Rachel, get Cole and let's all go out for dinner." He looked at her a moment and added, "That. She had to know for sure. And she knew I had to know for sure. God, I loved her. I was glad that none of this interfered, really, in the long run. In fact, it was all part of the plan to grow and change and come together again in a lifelong commitment.In the end, I really only had one option. To talk to Becky, to see where she wanted to go. To see where she was. The fortunate thing was that her parents would prevent any sexual relationship for at least a couple of months. So I had a.