I waited anxiously. Cautiously, I peered up to see that he scooted down and spread his legs farther apart. Tentatively, I reached up and under his sho...ts and began slowly stroking his cock as he slept. He would surely awaken now. This was insane. What was I thinking?!?I was drawn to his scent. I couldn’t resist it. It was intoxicating. My face inched closer to his exposed balls. Just like earlier in the evening at the bar, I was close enough to kiss him if I felt the urge. I was definitely. I was so deeply satisfied for having had the courage to go ahead with it and be true to my feelings, despite having done something definitely "queer."He was clearly so pleased to see my semen surge out of my glans. He exclaimed his approval. I was relieved that there was some still left as I had masturbated only a few hours previously. I loved the feeling of the surrender his making me cum had given me. I never forgot the thrill and replayed my first sex many times in my fantasies after that. The Altmer worship many of the same gods as men, Akatosh and Auri-El are the same being, Mara is still Mara, Lorkhan and Shor are the same. I suppose it could be one of the other gods, but I have no idea which one.”Gelebor had been quietly listening to our discussion. He slapped the table suddenly. “That’s it, the missing piece. Gildan was changed from Bosmer because the Altmer want the power of the Ayleid, all their magic. The only way for them to secure it was to keep men too occupied with. Nobody mentioned it to me, and I was too blind to see it.At Christmas, when everyone had been at my house, I didn’t notice the change in their relationship. Nor did I notice any change in my relationship with Charlie when I visited him most weekends. But then, Pete was never with us on those days. There must have been warning signs I missed, most likely because I was too wrapped up in other things — Cyprus, the KGB, Bond films. I simply didn’t notice that I had been relegated to.