And in relation to what you have told me about this one,I don't think that it should be understood as some sort of warning fromyourself or a desire yo... think you developing now that you have acceptedwho and what you are becoming." Then what do you think it is?" she asked him adjusting herself in thechair."I think that there is a degree of fear there for you. Becoming a womanthat you don't want to be is very much related to what you told me earlyin our sessions about not wanting to become. “John, Sparks has never done anything like this before, so I want you to be very gentle with her” Alyssa said to her lover.“Alyssa!!” Sparks hissed, mortified at her friends words.“Shhh don’t worry, this will all work out for the best” Alyssa said “You trust me don’t you?” she asked, looking deeply into her friends eyes. Those big piercing cerulean orbs seemed to look into Sparks’ soul and the young girl admitted honestly, “Yes, more than anyone”.Alyssa nodded, pleased. She beckoned John over. I was wrong to have allowed him to give me a massage, just as I was wrong to allow him to see me with just a small towel covering my butt, while exposing the entire side of my breasts to him. Lying face down on the bed, I didn't invite him in the bedroom, until I had the towel positioned across my butt. Truly, I didn't think he could see anything, but maybe he could and maybe he did. Now that I remember, he was always positioning and repositioning my legs. Oh, my God, I'm such a fool. Every. I got up fromthe serving table and felt juice leaking out of my pussy and dribblingdown my legs. My legs and all the rest of me were already so wet withmilk so that it hardly made a difference.We made our way back to a shower room, and cleaned ourselves up justlike before. Leaving the showers we went past a few serving stations.As we walked, I said "I'm feeling pretty hungry, Monique - when do I getsome food?" Anytime you like, Monique - as much as you want, as often as you want,whenever you.