I never really knew if I was doing it right, until I was the clean up girl for Miss Holly." It was such a great feeling, knowing that I was being so n...sty. I never really knew just how much I needed someone like you in my life. I was completely sure when you made me do the counter guy by myself. That's why I didn't tell you that I was a virgin. I knew that If I let things just go as they were, you would just take it.And you did. I was afraid you would send me away, like mother always told me. " Good. If you ever want to marry them I know just the priest who can perform the wedding. To both of them at once!" I'll have that in mind as soon as I have proposed to them," I laughed.He laughed with me but added: "I'm serious though. Now lets see where you've got it wrong and what I can do to alter my Machine to be more like your."We bent over the blueprints and compared part by part but found nothing that stood out right away."No, I can't find anything," Thorn finally said. "Of course they. "Remember I'm clairvoyant," she said. "I'm not getting much more than you felt. But I'm getting from her a little more than you did. I can feel her lasting pain."But wait."The pain I'm feeling is two things ... two hurts. One is from long ago. The other is the present."This is very strange."'"What do you mean, two hurts?" Tom asked. "We've all felt her pain when she was killed. What's the other?" The only way I can describe it," Soon Lee explained, "Is the pain of being lost. The hopelessness. Claire’s a stronger person than I ever was Charles.”He tried to understand what she was talking about but his mind was still too fogged by the events of the past couple of weeks. So he just nodded to give the impression that he understood. “OK, go on.”“Anyway,” she continued, “Stu was the designated loser that night. Everybody was in on the fact that Stanley had given him the money to lose. I was a going away gift to his son.” Shaking her head she said, “I was SO embarrassed. I knew him and was.