’ She said. ‘Listen babe, we … I mean this is going places we may not want it to go.’ ‘Actually love of my life, it is going exactly where I...want it to go.’ I looked at my wife, shocked. ‘I know how hard it is for you not to feed on another woman.’ My wife said. ‘You have shown great restraint and I love you for it. But we cannot deny your nature and, well, so long as you are this way I might as well enjoy it too.’ With that she kissed me deeply and joined Melissa at the pole. Soon they too. I had to beat feet rapidly. My bandolier was still around my neck, so I looked for and found what appeared to be a serviceable M-4 rifle. I had long ago learned that the most important item for desert survival, beside protection, was water. The crash had been violent and pieces of 782 gear had been thrown everywhere. I found a web belt, and began to look for and collect any canteens that had survived the impact and the fire. Shortly I had seven attached to the belt and thrown over my. Then one the afternoon we decided to go to the local market, obeying the three item rules I wore jeans and a T-shirt over just my knickers. This felt ok as I was wearing a lot more than I had been that morning. James insisted that he buy some new clothes for me included a nice full length dress, a pair of shorts and a collections of tops, one of which was a denim waistcoat that had no buttons on it. Back in our room I give James a fashion show of all the new items he had bought me. When I put. It was loud, smoggy, noisy. I couldn't bring my horses, neither. God, I miss my horses even now! He moved us into this cramped up ole shack of an apartment building in downtown. He said that it'd be better for me. I think he just wanted to get the memories of Momma outta his head. Y'know, livin' on the farm was like seein' her every damn day. “Well, he got himself a job in the city and I started goin' to a big city school. City kids teased me 'cause I talked so funny. I guess I adjusted pretty.