And chachi came out of her room after changing. And i asked her what videos were these*in a strict voice*(it was part of the plan) she was startled an... asked me to come inside her room.. I went in and she started to cry and saidKash *crying*: please don’t tell this to anyoneMe*in a soft voice*: i am not going to tell it to anyone but tell me what for do you have these videos… Just imagine if any of your daughters saw these..Kash : what can i do? This is all i have when i get lonely and you are. But this post isn't about me asking about the porn or telling everyone how much or how hard I have cum over the last three or four days. This post is about me coming to a realisation, well more like admitting to myself what I already knew really. I’m ready to take the next step in my life with this whole fantasy I have. I don’t know if anyone will see this post, or if they will give a shit about the person writing it… but I’m doing it anyway if I don’t I might as well just go back to Tumblr or. Markham had me mark accordingly. He even insisted I do thesame in the calendar I keep in my purse. A woman needs to be prepared hetold me.I first stopped at the grocery store and got the things I needed for mymenstrual fluid. I felt strange as I checked out it was an oddcombination but all readily available. As I got in the car I could feelthe maxi pad in my panties and it was damp. I felt so dirty, I wonder ifgenetic females feel the same way at this time of the month. I thenheaded to K-Mart.. I could hear the vacuumcleaner noise coming from the condo to my right. They had left thesliding glass door open.I leaned back in my chair and took a peek into the living room of myneighbors. They had some box's on the floor and a few articles ofclothing laying around on some chairs near the window. I heard thevacuum cleaner get closer when I spotted the women who was making somuch noise. She was a hot bbw, with amazing blonde hair. She wore a black two piece bathing suit that barely contained.