I know now for sure that he thinks (knows) I sent those photos. And Val has come to the office four times in the last two weeks but she never came her... before. And they both act like I don't exist. It makes me sick to see them acting so lovey dovey since I know how she's cuckolded him and how he's cheated on her. It's like they don't care. Now I have to go to the store... I'm out of pads and my period is due to start soon, I think.I'll write when I have something to say,G'night.Dear Diary Jul. And since I was wanting to work on my tan some, I decided to wear my two piece bathing suit. It wasn't a skimpy bikini the girls usually wear but one that covers everything it should while being tasteful.As I thought, the pool wasn't that crowded, just two other mothers and their k**s laying around and playing. I said hello to the women and then settled in on one of the lounge chairs and started reading my book. After some time the other women packed up their k**s and pool gear, said goodbye. So, I randomly chose where they already have 3 members ready to go and only 1 member was left for the car to leave. So in that cab, there were 2 ladies and 1 uncle already sitting in the car.From them, 1 lady was sitting in the front and another lady was sitting on the left-hand side of the back seat and uncle was sitting on the right-hand side of the back seat.Though, I didn’t want to be seated in the middle, after watching the lady I was like “I am lucky to be seated in the middle.”I am. Never again. When you kick me out and divorce me, I'm going to find a man and be true to him. I wish it could be you. I didn't know how much I loved you until I've lost you." Unconsciously Kim put her head into my chest and sobbed.I didn't say anything. Suddenly Kim stopped sobbing, pulled her head back and looked into my face. "Sam, is there any hope for me and you still? My God, you give me hope." Kim there is a lot to work through yet. When we get done with this you may not want me at all,.