I put on a robe and joined my wife at the kitchen table for chicken. I couldn't look her in the eye.After a dinner devoid of any conversation, Jenny a...ked if I was okay. I told her I didn't know how I was. I needed time to try to understand what had transpired. We watched TV and then went to bed in silence. ...........I was awakened the next morning by the smell of coffee and bacon. After the obligatory trip to the bathroom, I went to the. "Rick, right, 'cause you're a man now, not a boy," he said. "Lana, darling, why don't you put Rick here at ease by showing him what I know he's been dying to see for a long time." I know it's long, I've already seen it," she said, and leaned over to give me a kiss on the lips. I tried to make it last longer but she pulled away and stood up.She was wearing the white chiffon negligee she had modeled for me earlier in the week. Her big pendulous breasts were hidden by satin triangles, but I could. As I watched her, I became somewhat melancholy, feeling sorry for myself, like a kid with his nosed pressed against the window of a candy store. I was already keenly aware that Shelly was out of my class; and that this evening's entertainment was no more real than an afternoon spent at the movies.No doubt sensing my uneasiness in these opulant surroundings, Shelly said, "I feel just like Cinderella." Does that make me Prince Charming?" I asked for wont of anything intelligent to say."We'll. Finally she stopped talking and giggled at me. Asking me why I keep staring at my chest. I honestly said because she is stunningly beautiful and she wears "rape me please" clothes around me. Making it impossible not to stare, dream and wonder. She said : "You like my non existing tits"? I informed her small tits are my favorite and I am insashable for them. She said her tiny tits were why her soon to be ex was cheating. He wanted big ones. I called him a fool and told her I'd give my left arm.