Momentarily I was a little puzzled that it had been sealed with Selotape and my name was on the envelope. Others, I knew, had been asked to choose a b...ank envelope but being tired, I wasn't overly concerned with the anomaly and pulled out the sheet with a Post-it note on top.The Post-it note gave the instructions, 'Once you have the package complete bring it to reception with the child's name and reference number on it and Shirley will pass it through the system. It you put a tag on it, sign it. My heart started racing and as he got closer I turned in my seat, put my head down and ass up in the air as he had demanded earlier. I couldn't believe I was doing this!I had found this guy on Kik and after chatting and sharing pics he wanted me to come to his apartment so he could fuck me. I don't know what I was thinking, but I already had quite a bit to drink that night and I was feeling extra slutty so I told him I would come by as long as he agreed to be rough with me and call me dirty. At first I thought the monster was my girlish present but without any sense of boyishness about me my male indignation and loathing of being a sissy began to fade. Slowly I began to switch viewpoints and thought the monster was my arrogant and rowdy boyish past. It was all very confusing.As the day of my discharge approached I nervously anticipated my first dress. I was torn by guilt. My old male pride was fighting every inch while my growing girlhood was reveling in the newly discovered. I grabbed her arms and held them behind her back, then I teased her by plucking at her shirt buttons. She screeched a bit in between giggles, but at no time did she try and stop me. One by one I popped her buttons, normally I've noticed that she wore a bra for as I've said, she's a big girl, but not today, today was my lucky day. Slowly her large tits came into my view until at last they were totally bare for me to see. Suddenly she became still and quiet, her giggling stopped and we kissed. My.