There was one window but the curtains were always closed. The TV was never on. I still couldn’t bear to look at the still figure in the bed. It was ...oo painful and made my whole body shake with sorrow. Nothing changed except the still, shaded figure in the corner. I moved toward the bed, numbly saying, ‘Good afternoon. Would you like some time alone?’ The figure didn’t move but a whispered, ‘No’ came from it. At this point, my suspicion caught up with me, causing my nerves to heighten.. Suddenly my parents had to attend a funeral of our family friend in Salem so they left without me because I was having my semester exams. While they were going my parents informed to Kavitha aunty about the situation and asked her to take care of me then they left for the railway station.At 7′o clock Kavitha aunty brought me some food I took the food and gave her the vessels then she left.I closed all the windows and I started to watch a porn movie I had so many collection so I watched one by. I called up the next week and to my surprise he had just left to the airport . My dick was hard though I wasn’t sure if what I was thinking would be true or not .. I visited couple of times and helped her sort out the problems and I used to be present 1 hour before the technicians arrived and tried to be there for more and more time .. She usually thanked me and always offered some snacks n tea.She usually exposed at least half of her skin by the clothes she wears .One fine day , She called me. I just needed to wrap up this call. “I got a lot happening today, Ma, and I need to get my head straight.” “Have you arranged for us to come there for Christmas?” “Let’s talk about Christmas later.” “It’s only three weeks away. How much longer will it take you?” my mother's voice grew more insistent. “Let’s talk about it later,” I repeated more firmly. There was so much to think about when it came to my family. I needed to get this stardom thing figured out before my family came. I wanted to.