That this was supposedly the ONLY way I would keep my clearance. And probably never be ever to get out of the program.She asked someone to help with m... clearance thing - to out me officially in a great way. Whoever had told her about the new "Black" program (which now means something different) said I needed to be blatant about my being available to BBC 'owners'. She actually let go of my cock to make those quotes!Bling would be the thing and this guy we were meeting for lunch, Packerd, knew a. “Just go slow, and be gentle.”I comply. But first I want your lips. I lean over, close my eyes and out lips touch making that all too familiar sound. I kiss you again. Then again, and as I pull away you draw me back holding me against your naked warm body. My hard cock throbbing against you, I can sense your pussy is nice and warm ready for me. You grasp me making sure I’m hard. You spread your lips open and taking my cock guide me inside you. Moaning loudly, you close your eyes and whisper. It was partly thatsubtle 'sense' of boy beneath the pretty girl that now excited me somuch when I dressed, but it would have to be seen to when I went backout.I knew there were ways to deal with it, learned from the occasionalbrowsing of 'how to' tranny sites. Maybe I would take a look and remindmyself? But since when had I decided I would be going out again likethis? The thought occurred suddenly. I had come home to change out ofall this, be my male self again and think of an escape. But now I. I was no longer a virgin. And it felt great! He was so slow at first, little by little picking up pace, going in deep and shallow, exiting completely, and then sliding back in.I felt like such a girl. Such a slut. So submissive. So totally *used*.After a time, he pressed hard against me, pushing me further into the table, his cock so deep inside me, so hard. He pushed my face, and I felt him pulse. I actually felt his cock throb in my hole! He groaned as he came, filling the condom with spurt.