I didn’t say anything and stepped away from him, walking away from him and feeling him watching me as I went. The whole thing was so exciting and I ...ot a thrill out of it all, I looked back at him over my shoulder and saw him still standing there with a bulge in his pants. Later that night, once everybody was asleep I changed into a dress that was so short that it couldn’t even really be considered as a dress. It was all part of the game of course; from the way he had reacted earlier on I. My eyes popped open and I found myself curled up next to my cousin Dale. Or, I guess I could call him brother now. Only last night had we found out that my dad was his father too and that our parents had been hiding that fact from both of us. It still felt surreal that I had a brother now when I had been an only child my whole life. I wasn't sure if I had truly processed it yet and I didn't think Dale had either. I mean, his while life had been turned upside down in the last mouth, having to. Even in the glorious insanity of that first month in California, I always knew it would. And I assumed Winston did too. But, in retrospect, perhaps he didn’t. At least not that it would change so much. How could he? Even I didn’t know that. It was love at first sight. Imagine the late unlamented Marlboro man suddenly coming to life beside you, but with charm and intelligence. And smiling eyes. Weathered from flying and sailing, not horses. It was all perfect. I have never known anything like. I don't think he was brushing off my question; he genuinely didn't know the answer. I doubted he could pass even a multiple-choice test on what normal people do."We could have dinner out or order in, you know," I said. "We're not exactly impoverished." I know. I just wanted to be prepared." Obsessive," I said."Potayto, potahto." Let's call the whole thing off," I sang.Jeff just laughed.I helped him with the cutting. There were items higher on my priority list than waiting for him to finish by.