He packedup all of his female clothing and left.He drove to LAX. He dropped his rental car off at Alamo. He was on theshuttle bus and he saw that al... of the customers were laughing and makingsome comments, but he didn't care. He wanted Jean-Jacques. Jean-Jacqueswould console him and then he want make love. He was not thinking, pureemotions!He got his e-ticket (Air-France) and then, TSA! Bam! His Croatianpassport had Bla?enka Knezevic, not Sidney Horowitz. The TSA agent saidthis is not. Please accept this offer, I love having your next door”We agreed, but I insisted it was all documented properly. We also agreed to keep it between us – as far as anyone else was to know, I’d raised the money personally.That loan removed the final barrier to completing the divorce, and I was soon a single man again.Whilst I would see Jen at least twice a week, she insisted we have our separate lives. This allowed me to start dating again, but I never really committed to anyone whilst Jen was. I had thought a lot after my talks with Doctor Hart, as well as my talks with Nancy. One thing I was seriously concerned about was getting more deeply involved with Nancy and messing things up with Jocelyn. I wanted Jocelyn, and could not for the life of me figure out what I needed to do to make that happen.It wasn’t about marrying her, or even getting engaged, but about being a real couple. We COULD be one now, and in my mind, we SHOULD be one now. She was only forty-five minutes away, and I. I know, Im way older than she is, but it didnt matter. She was so cute. We would go swimming in my pool and she had this tiny bikini. When she stepped out of the water, I could see her little nipples sticking out, and the outline of her tiny cunt through her bathing suit. When I saw here lying in the hot sun, drying off after a swim, it was all I could do not to jack off right then. Sometimes, I did, using the hot tub jets or the pool water to conceal my actions. This story starts in the middle.