We waste our lives and our minds trying to hold onto it." Yes. What he doesn't say is that you start all over again, and starting all over is a new in...ocence. It's being innocent again. And again. Over and over again." She snuggled lower, pulling me closer to her and hugging my head to her breast, and she stroked my hair. For a long moment we were both quiet. Then she said wistfully, "We've crossed many lines, you and I. Most of the time, I've led you by the hand. I brought you with me. I was. Finally, the leader spoke up "Sit on the edge of the bed, look at the floor and do not move, do not speak!"He continued as I sat up and looked at the floor. "We have a way that you can get out of this alive. If you do exactly as we command, without hesitation, without speaking, unless we tell you to, we have a plan that gives us insurance that you do not go to the police or even tell anyone we were here. If you do not follow orders, you will be punished. Nod if you understand."I nodded and. I walked toward my bedroom as Derek walked in with me. Ocean blue wall paint with in the tippy top white stripes all across the four walls. My small off white bed with black sheets face toward the door. My mirror on the right corner near the closet, and my TV across the bed near the door. Yeah, my room is really boring. Derek looked at me and said, Amy&hellip,.when did you begin to feel that way? I dont remember. Im guessing four weeks ago. Really? Why havent you told me? Maybe because I was. " Mary confessed. "To be honest, all I've been focusing on is him cuming inside me. Then after, I've gone off and pleasured myself." Well here's what you need to do, Mary. Don't masturbate for the next week. The only release you're allowed to get is from Cyrus, and only if he's the one to make the choice." Emma suggested."Sounds good to me." Mary said.About two weeks later we had finally gotten our sex life into a norm. Basically whenever Mary or I got Horney we went after each other until we.