I did not want to stare but i could resist and i notice she was also stareing at me, our eyes contected and we both smiles, it happen couple of times ...hat night,The night ended and i left home thinking about her. That next day was saturday and my wife ask if i can take my son to the birthday party of one of the new school kid, i jump to it, wondering maybe i could get to see her again. Luck behold, it was her daughter birthday, i walk in with my son and she was welcoming everybody in the front. .It wasn’t a long time in that gang, till I had bigger circles of friends, friends who share the same desires and feelings Some were boy and some where girlsAnd in that circles bottoms and girls are close to each other , it's just we feel comfortable with each other, maybe cause most ALPHA boys and tops are bullies I had a close friend called RANIA, she were gay to, even if she had a desire for both gender, But as I told before in the aryl 80s there were no education or culture about sexual. “Here, like this,” he whispers and takes a hold of my hand to show me the right way. His knee nudging my thigh. “Oh, okay.”I do what I was told. “Good Job! You got it.” My face lights up as I look up at him.I stare at the page in excitement when I feel a hand on my knee. I'm wearing a skirt so he's touching my skin. “What are you doing, Sir?” I stutter.He doesn’t say anything but glides his hand up and down my thigh. He leans in and kisses me softly at first. That's my first kiss. He just stole. "It's so fucked up. There's something wrong with me, I know it."Squeezing the smooth flesh of her fingers tightly, he said, "No, Jen. You love your family, and family doesn't always make sense. They don't have to; they are what they are and we love them anyway."Consolation wasn't enough, and he could sense that there was still an undercurrent of anger at whatever presumption he'd had in explaining the situation to Donovan, but for the time it was directed elsewhere. The remainder of the drive.