”“Mom, you don’t need to say anything, I’m sorry you found out, I’m sorry but I’m not ashamed, if you want to damn me, so be it.”“No K...m, I don’t want to damn you, you’re my daughter and I love you, I want to understand you.”“Mom, I’m a woman, I have wants and desires, I’m forty-seven and life was passing me by, my son is usually out of the house and my daughter will graduate college in two years, I’ll be alone here, I don’t think I could stand it, being alone I mean.”“He’ll be deployed again,. "When you ordered for me it reminded me how you did right from the beginning, no matter where we were or who we were with. How it seemed so natural right from the start. Then I drifted off into all the little peculiarities which have always made our relationship so special for me. So rich." ___-___ As we walked to the car, arm in arm as we often did, Martha shocked me once again. "What would you have done had I told you to go to. Use raat mummy papa jab soo gaye to main 12 bajne ka intazaar katne laga. Jaise hi 12 baje to main turant didi ke rom ki turuf chal diya aur dhere se darwaja khut khataya to un der se awaz aae ki andar aa jaao aur darwaja band kar do. To main turant andar ghus gaya aur darwaja band kar diya mera lund puri tarah se khuda hoo gaya aur half pant ko padh kat bahar nikhne laga. To didi ne kaha ki baith jao chair par main baith gaya. Didi boli tum jaante ho tum aaj dophar main kya kar rahe the. To. Wo boli acha itni achi lgti hu m tumhe.Maine kha ha ap bhut ache lgte ho mujhe agar apki shadi na hui hoti to main apse hi shadi kr leta to wo boli Shadi kr ke kya krte maine kha bhut sara pyar krta apko.Wo boli Acha jaise subh spne me kr rhe the waise. Main shock ho gya ye baat sun ke, kuch bol hi nhi pa rha tha main. Wo boli ki maine sb suna tha tum mera hi naam le ke subh lund pe hath maar rhe the na. Mujhe to bilkul vishwas hi nhi hua mera kano pe. Wo boli ke ab chup kyu ho btao mujhe tum.