I was in the den drawing and thinking about pizza or Chinese food for dinner. She came and watched me as I drew; she was drying her hair."Nudes, you&r...quo;re drawing nudes and using playboy photo's as a model. Why don't you get a model?" Jo said as she laughed."I can't afford a model unless you're offering Jo!" Ok but it is our secret and no showing the picture to all your creepy friends."She went into her room and called out, "Do you want me topless or nude?"Joanne was kidding me again, and. ." Well, thank you, ma'am." Even now, you can feel the female within you, inescapable: it is what you are, after all, and it is permeating your viewpoint and your attitude. This shape, the gender you were born into, seemingly a double lifetime ago, is your alternate shape now and you know it. "Perhaps we should..." Right now?" Well..."Perhaps you're more assertive with it for it being forced; or perhaps there are aspects of your old behavior, with the old viewpoint's underpinnings, that are. She was preparing to host Raul for dinner, having earlier dropped off Bobby at Raul's house with an overnight bag. They had been alternating hosting each other's family for dinner almost every week since she and Bobby had moved to the neighborhood. However this was the first childless hosting of Raul at her home, since he'd had her over to his house."Or since we had each other," she thought with a giggle.Barbara had been on cloud nine since then. Raul had proven to be a great lover. He'd. She was fucking naked almost before that goddamn field went up and she had her fucking cunt around some fucker's cock almost before he could get his pants down! So don't tell me she got picked up scot-free because the fucking whore took on three men and four women - at one fucking time! – before she got her whore ass 'rescued'." Calix was perplexed to find tears in his eyes and was even more amazed to see his hands trembling. "They treated her like an animal, Rico. She fucking became an animal.