‘Once Dorothea is fully restored she would probably love a project like that.’ She hadn’t thought about Dorothea but of course, she was the perf...ct person to help Bella through the ordeal of saying goodbye to that part of her world. She and Mel had been together such a short time and she wasn’t sure why she was clinging to those rooms now that she knew he would never return. The thought of Dorothea and her way of making sense of the world made Bella immediately feel better about considering. ?I was filled by the warmth and smell of her. After a few moments we parted. She looked at me andsmiled.? Her hand slipped down my arm andtook hold of my hand. ?Why don?t we eat now?? she breathed.? I nodded my agreement.? My God! she was going to be good. We made small talk throughout the meal, which wasdelicious.? All the way through she wasmirroring me.? Drinking when I drank,leaning forward when I did, the whole package.?She was definitely making her play.?Well, she thought it was her play!. She knew it was risky for a woman her age to have a child. And she knew she hadn't gone through the change yet, but she'd thought she and Alex were safe, even without protection. "Obviously not, stupid", she told herself. "Now what are you going to do?"She didn't have an answer for that question, but she would have to figure it out. Suddenly her phone buzzed and she immediately grabbed it, hoping it was Alex. "Will", she said when she saw who the message was from. She'd been ignoring him since. There I was in my undies looking in the mirror, moving my body around glancing over my shoulder at myself, trying to decide if I liked what I saw - i decided I did and smiled.I had no idea on the best way to shave I was worried, what if I cut myself there, what would happen it looks so delicate? I decided the best thing to do was to take a shower and this would help soften the skin first.I started the shower and stepped back, sliding one finger into each side of my panties and with my legs.