We kissed gently, many times. Soft, swift, gentle kisses on our lips and cheeks and noses.“Paul, that was really nice. Thank you.”“Penny, a craz... thought just popped into my head. Somewhere down the road, will you want to have babies. And will you want them with me?”“I don’t know,” she kissed me and then said quietly, “I do know that if I do, I will have them with you. You may also decide to take Deb back fully and have babies with her.”“I don’t know about that. We talked about it, but she. I was torn up inside. Angry, hurt, and lonely.I had asked myself many times over why, why had she done what she had done? Why throw it all away? Why the other men? I had lots of questions. No answers. The females at the office soon learned that while I seemed to be available I wasn't. They quit being quite so 'friendly' after a couple of months.The guys would try to get me to go out with them, but since their fun was bars and women, I declined. I just went home to work out, eat dinner, go to. A face which leered and sneered even in death. A face of curled lip and squint, which mocked the blazing heat. As if the man could somehow escape. His legs were buckled slightly, but showed no signs of crumbling. They looked sturdy, beneath the baggy and faded denim. The rest of his pale, putty body was slouched a little, like a fat man on a couch. He seemed to achieve in the vertical what most people achieved in the horizontal. A fat man sleeping upright in a field of corn. Forever. The pole. ..open up for me Babe" while I felt myself almost ready to cum. He turned me over and laid me on my back, kneeling on the floor in front of me. "Spread your legs wide Babe" but I didn't, feeling apprehensive. He forced my legs apart, opening me up for him. "There you go... good girl..Look how fucking hard my dick is already" Ben said...looking down I could see his dick was throbbing, already hard as hell. With my legs spread, Ben started playing with my pussy, fingering my clit and stroking his.