I like him." I don't mind Monica. She's fine where she is." Maybe I mind. After all she is occupying my space." I guess I need to get a bigger lap."Wh...n it was time for Melanie to go to bed she asked me if I would read to her. I looked at Monica and she said:"There is a book of fairy tales on her night stand. It won't matter which one you chose; she's heard them all more than once and never gets tired of hearing them."Once Melanie fell asleep I went out and joined Monica in the living room. We. “I’d love to go on that,” she said, “particularly if you were there.”“Why?” I asked her.“I know I’d be safe then,” she said, “you’d catch me if I fell.”“Always,” I replied, and that earned me a kiss.On Tuesday, I escorted Cal to the Hochschule for an eight-thirty start and then went off to find something to do, a pattern which was repeated all week.I waited until four in the evening and called Max again.“Hello David,” he greeted me when he answered, “what can I do for you?”“Max,” I replied, “I. I had a girlfriend at the time ,but always had gay fantasies while I masturbated and one day I was at home for my before work jack session and right before I came I just slid down on the couch, kicked my feet up over my head and gave myself a great big facial, I was gonna cum right down my throat but I chickened out and closed my mouth at the last second, but only that time. the very next day I did the same thing only this time I held my mouth wide open and actually came in my own mouth, and. I called this new number and was told I could have it installed and working on Friday.I left the office, satisfied that I had managed to get at least one problem solved. Driving back to the house, I mentally rehearsed different scenarios. I wanted to be alone with Cindy, and ask her some questions about what the things were that were troubling her about Dale and Eddie.I had no plans to give up Dale or Eddie, and I didn't think I could accept knowing that Cindy was operating from her own.