But the last few days had been brutal. You know the old saying ‘if it can go wrong, it will’? Well, it was true. But why the ceiling was caving in...on little ole’ me, an innocent, okay, marginally innocent, twenty something (ah-hem) year old woman was a mystery. At least to me. ‘Just a minute,’ I screamed as I jumped out of bed and decided that, unless it was the Queen of England, I wasn’t going to open the door to my apartment anyway and therefore it didn’t matter that I was only wearing a. "It's getting redder and redder," Stacy announced unnecessarily. And surprisingly, for as large and thick as it was, it was pretty much standing up all by itself too. The girls no longer having the need to really support it the way they had been. I even found myself trying to peer in through the impossible to see through dark glass, wondering what the Mole physically looked like on his side of that hole. I could almost imagine seeing him hanging onto some sort of pulley system, using that as a. After a few days, I would become depressed and probably kill myself. I can't work in Boston while you're here." So what? You're just going to walk away from your life?" You are now my life, David. My sole purpose, the one thing that will make me happy now, is to serve you, in any and every way." And if I don't want that?"Olivia's head dropped. Her chin rested on her chest. "If you don't want that, then send me away. I'll leave. I promise. I couldn't do anything else." I think I need to think. All we didwas introduce a new proceedure. What you are experiencing are the base setof skills and knowledge it takes to survive womanhood. The rest you haveto learn yourself." But..Where did you get it from? I feel so natural and..."He cut me off, with nothing more than a look. I turned myself to see whathe was looking at, and saw her, Pam, his wife, and my "template"."Gods, Joni, you really are a blonde," I muttered to myself and giggledfemininely."Yes, Dear, you are. Make sure you stop and.