I was learning the viola da gamba and the mandolin. But the hard work—training my fingers and developing muscle memory—had been done before I inha...ited this body. I felt bad about that. And angry. That stupid kid should have been happy with what he had. He was talented. He had potential. Hell, he’d already contracted with Desi for her virginity. And he just threw it all away.Because of some nightmares and an unnatural lust for his big sister. I remembered the nightmares. I remembered how many. There was a beat up old table, three chairs, a telephone and a drafting board. He shared a common bathroom with the offices on his floor.He'd come a long way from there. He now had a swanky office with all the bells and the whistles and half a dozen staff working under him.I grabbed a beer and plunked back against the bar, sipping the chilled liquid and surveying the crowd. I wondered for the thousandth time why architects and those connected with any form of art often sprout beards and / or. 'Just a medium', I said, 'I am alone tonight', I added as he knew about my boyfriend and my personal circumstances, so everything was primed and I was very wet in anticipation.I pulled on a see through top that hung mid-thigh and showed my underwear and body in a tantalizing fashion. I knew the little Indian man would like what he saw and he must make a try for me, if not, I would encourage him. My boyfriend was going to see me as he never did before, I was going all the way with this little. Initially, gay male relationships are not based on love, but rather on lust at first sight. And as there are none of the considerations which need to be taken into account in a normal heterosexual, male-female relationship, when two gays, who have just met, fancy each other, then there is no hesitation in getting down to business.There may be that slight moment of hesitation whilst they decide who is going to do what to whom and where the act is to take place; but once that bridge is crossed,.