.anyone couldtell it was me." Don't kid yourself sweetie, it was more than the clothes and makeup.....youlooked like a girl....I mean a real girl!" Th...nk you Lindsey....that means a lot coming from you.....but don't youthink I'm weird or something?" I asked hoping she would say no."I always thought you were weird....but in a good way. I know YOU! So stopall this nonsense and say you will let me come pick you up so we can go tothe park and talk.....you can tell me everything. Oh! I have so. He’s not a pimp either although if I played any more games like I did with Tony it might seem like that.I can’t deny that I enjoyed my short career as a slut with Dean and Jay and I suppose I should be grateful to them for what they drew out of me. I think Dean is good at seeing vulnerabilities in certain women and using that insight for his own ends. Some of it felt like fun at the time but looking back I can see that I was a naive fool who allowed herself to be used and exploited. I’m sure. "Leon was shocked to hear that, as he told me the girls in his high school were sexually active, and it was always easy for him to get laid. He was raised in a different environment from the one I grew up in, but hearing about it fascinated me. The rest of the week continued as we both asked each other question after question about our life as we cleaned, painted, and set up the office. I found myself enjoying all the compliments Leon would give me as he would tell me how pretty I was and how. ’ And I did. She had always wanted to be comforted by physical contact. ‘Michael.. Promise me something..’ She said. I could hear a bit of sadness in her voice. ‘What is it?’ ‘Promise me you’ll always be in my life.. I’ve known you since the first grade.. You’ve always defended me, even back then. If I were to lose you, then I wouldn’t have anything to live for… Please..’ I could hear how sad she was. It’s true, I have known her for basically all my life, and I have defended her. I don’t know.