"When we were settled with our drinks, he sat, obviously struggling to find words to express what he was thinking."Helen and I were at University at t...e same time," he began slowly. "I ... was an ... arrogant, over-confident, selfish..." he paused for a moment, "I can't think of a word I would care to use that is bad enough to describe the person I was. I ... treated her very badly." You seduced her, then dumped her." I said, evenly, "leaving her pregnant."I thought his face had been white. Amanda nods farewell with the rather bizarre words "Oh well, enjoy your session Kris".I undress, lay out my chosen leather implement and lie down on a black leather rack immediately adjacent to the open door. On the wall, adjacent to the rack is a mirror where, by suitable adjustment of my body, I am able to view my limp penis. I will now have some five minutes or so to prepare myself mentally for the ensuing show. As I begin running my hands along its shaft, my eyes cast round the room at the. She was kissing his neck and shoulders. Their hands were exploring each others bodies, he, marveling at her softness, and smoothness, she at the hard muscles, and HIS smoothness. She had had lovers that were covered in scars from battles, and had pitied them for their past suffering. After hearing the stories from others, she had had a special place in her heart for returning warriors. It was one of the things that had drawn her to Ricky. She couldn't understand what made some women look down. He offered his advice saying that i should tell him soon or decide never mention it at all and be done with it cuz he could see that the conflict was distressing me. i then explained about my situation with Jack and he found that hard to believe. He hadn’t thought Jack would do something like that. He offered to talk to him for me if i wanted. i thanked him but said no without telling him my reasons, which were that i didn’t want any trouble and besides, i liked having anal sex. i felt it might.