We have a full time nanny to help, but I'm always there to get him up in the morning, and put him to sleep in the evening. I'm the boss, so I can make...my own rules and hours.AVN: You said you had a split personality, what do you mean?Kiki: When I was in college, getting my degree, and then my doctorate, I was working as a porn performer, that was paying my way. The two worlds I inhabited were so different, academia and porn, I had to keep them separate. I didn't think that being a college. They sagged a bit but in thewonderful way that allows you to cup them and hold themin your hand. And how I wished that I could step over toher and cup those lovely tits in my hand. She had oliveskin, her areola were the color of dark chocolate. Hernipples were small but obviously erect and weresurrounded by little bumps. As she pretended to bebrushing her hair with her fingers, her tits swayed fromside to side. She dropped her hands and gone from viewwere her tits.She winked at me and licked. Big. Latino. I even recognized him. “Hey,” he said. He sounded as nervous and icy as me. “Could you give me a second?” I said as I fish a cigarette out of my purse. “I…literally cannot do this without a cig. I mean, stress relief is one thing, but like…I have the worst oral fixation, and like…” I looked down at my boot heels for a second. The chill in the air cut right through my stockings. There was a bulge in the front of my skirt. “Okay, let’s do this.” He just stood there, his mouth and big. Mary had, of course, her group of ladies who always congregate around areligious figure. These ladies were nearly all Black and all lookedgorgeous when made-up and dressed beautifully for service.Mary would come to talk to me occasionally; particularly when I went intothe church during quiet times. There was nothing sexual about ourrelationship then. We would talk about things and pray together.The area in which Mary's church was located had become more crime-ridden.Mary herself tried to engage.