I couldn’t fathom calling her with this news. There was an email address. It seemed perfectly impersonal: just a quick update. I stopped thinking, ...it Send, and went to bed. The following morning I got this reply: “I am so sorry. Be strong for your children. (I know you will.) Love, Addie.” <,>,<,>,<,>,<,>, I was overdue for a sabbatical from the University. I decided to take a year off without pay. That way, I wouldn’t have to turn in monthly reports or pretend to be. You made the same mistake they all make. King Pimp did. Kid Rotten did.? You underestimated me. You saw me as a bigtitted bimbo, which surprised me. You of all people know I am a superior woman.I have been tamed to become a whore and sex slave.? But no one, and I mean no one fucks with theempire I built with my own hands.???????????? Lydia almost backed out the roomwhen she saw the fire in Brenda?s eyes and the stone cold look in her face. Theblonde ward realized she had underestimated Brenda.?. Or Kathy after she took up with Kurt. Or Julia after she took up with Dave. And, I think this is what’s bothering Katy - that you care for her even in the situation where she has, in effect, rejected you.”“You’re saying that she’s confused because she can’t understand why I’d do that?”“Perhaps. Or she suspects it’s just another ploy to wear down her defenses. In other words, given how much sex you have, she can’t believe you’d accept her ‘no’ and continue to care for her the way you do. In her. How does she know this stuff? Christ, I am so fucked. She talks into my mouth again, ‘I am thinking I am not going to have to tell you that you don’t want to sit in front of me and confuse kissing with mouth fucking, hmmm? ‘You would be fully aware, I trust, that kissing is what we do when we are running off to that day thing we do — fucking, on the other hand, is what your book is about. ‘Fucking with cunts and cocks,’ she grinds into me, ‘involves mouth fucking – not kissing.’ She looks.