Probably they're already on their way here with real black helicopters and some genuine men in black with lots of guns and a willingness to use them. ...o you think even for a moment that Carrie is going to take a look at them and invite them all in for tea? Not a bloody chance. Someone is going to hurt ... probably badly. Maybe it will only be Carrie, but maybe they'll take a few fed's down with them ... or even worse, maybe a few of us get hurt in the process That's attention the Elders should. She was struggling to hobble across the rough yard on those cruel looking heels, and Dan was keeping tension on the leash to hurry her progress.As I watched this strange scene unfold in front of me, I had almost forgot about my own bound condition. I was mesmerized by the transformation of my dear, trusted friends to my captors. Now as they drew near, I started to sob and beg for my release. But my pleas were ignored. Dan jerked down on the leash and pulled Betty to her knees in front of me. He. Me: I was thinking about home.She said okay and left me with a puzzled look. As the day slowly unwinded, I was getting nervous every minute. I wasn’t sure what I wanted to do when I get back home. On one side, there was a joy knowing Gowri loved me.But I also felt like I was cheating Vasanthi even though Vasanthi had already permitted me. Finally, I calmed myself by telling myself that I should go with the flow. I left the office once my shift ended.I was so nervous when I reached my place. I. One fellfor the trap of a femme fatal - a definite plant and I could see theywanted guys with flair and verve, not the safe guy who unimaginativelydid what was expected of him.I was told to nominate the eight who were to be eliminated. Seven werein my top ten.By this time, I was free of the colostomy but was peeing 'rivers offire.' I kept drinking water all day long, believing the more the riversflowed the quicker the healing.My diary became radioactive from splattering hyper abuse. If this.