I had babysat Sophie, often. We had so much fun together we were nicknamed the gigglers.If my wife had not died of Cancer, I would not be living here ...ow. I went on a downward spiral and it was insisted by both my son and his wife I come live here until I felt like meeting the world again. Stubbornly I accepted on condition it would not be long, here I was 4 years later. Now I had decided I needed company, these sites were not for love, it was pure sex. I had tried women more my age, and even. I’m sure it wasn’t his real name just as I never used mine in chatroom sessions. However, he seemed to have similar views to mine. He was never worried about showing his face on camera and he had an attractive body. I am quite slim and have always trimmed my pubic hair and prefer similar body types. Steve was better built than I and about 15 years younger but we got on well. We had the usual discussions about life, our experiences , our fantasies etc. Many of the people I chatted to seemed to. Nuerotypical and nuerodiverse people in my life suggested telling my story, so I’m giving it a go. I would like to think that it may help other autistics out there, maybe help someone who is undiagnosed to finally understand themselves, help a NT (neurotypical) get a general understanding or understand a loved one now and how they may be in the future. The main reason I am doing this is because it is therapeutic, I am getting out all the things I have been carrying for many years. I need to. I grinded my pussy against his hand, forcing his fingers all the way up inside me and moaning louder as the pleasure exploded inside me, my body shivering as I came. As my body relaxed I felt his weight on the bed&hellip,between my spread legs. I began panicking again , I had never had a cock up inside me, foreplay and oral was the limit of my experience. He leaned forward, his body pressing against mine as he slid his full length into my virgin pussy with one thrust. I screamed into my gag at.