I smiled and said I suppose your massage table is out in your car. He said no but a kitchen table or coffee table with cushions would work. I just sat...there thinking to myself, twice I was interrupted today. I told him well what the heck, okay give me my massage mister. He said hey lets go in the basement you could lay on the bed there. It would be easier. I said why not and made another margarita. He ran down the stairs as I came down the stairs my robe came open allowing him another look at. Uske honto ko chusne laga sath me uska ek hath mai pahle se hi apne lund pe rakhe hue tha. Usko kis karte waqt mera lund khada hone laga jo usne bhi mahsus kiya.Ab uska virodh khatam ho chuka tha aur wo bhi kis karne me sath de rahi thi. Phir maine usko ek ball dabana chalu kiya jise dekhte hi lund khada hota hai wo khafi dino ke baad mere hath me tha. Uske lips chus chus kar maine thode suja diye the strawberry flavor se use chusne me bada maha aaraha tha. Ab menie usko apni godi me uthake. You are smiling from ear to ear, turns out you were surprised to see me turn up as well and look like my photos. There is a little bit of an awkward hello, you go to shake my hand but I go in for the kiss, and like that the tension has broken. We click just like our chat sessions and we start talking about idle things like the plane trip weather, how happy we both are to finally meet and do this and too bad it is going to be for such a short time, etc. You help me with my luggage and we walk to. He had felt like every other widow who ever losta protector who had become a friend. It was hard to admit to himself,he had come to love Jerry and he thought that Jerry had loved him,strange as that sounded. Facing what he had become and the diresituation in which he now found himself had landed him in the hospital,too. Nervous prostration, the doctor called it. But part of it wasgrief, Phil knew.And then solitary where Phil had worked to reclaim his masculine self,rejecting the 'Connie.