Sunny just looked at him for a moment and then back to me. Then she returned to playing with my silverware while we awaited breakfast.“Did I say som...thing wrong,” Tab asked quietly.“It’s not your fault,” I told him. “You’re just not completely informed.”“Yeah, Michael and I aren’t married,” she told him. “Leastways, not yet! Just wait until you meet his other wives and the rest of his family.”“I see...” Tab replied. However, it was apparent that he did not see. I thought I detected a smile. It’s just stuff I hear, but…” He took a small swallow as he walked up to me. “Are you gay?”My heart pounded. I was dead scared of this moment. I replayed almost ever conversation I had with every other male I had in this school. “You gay?” “Yeah.” “Why?” “Why are you straight?” “Girls are so much hotter then guys! Why the hell would you want to be gay, you fag?” And then they were never to talk to me again. I didn’t know what to say. My voice went dry, and I knew I couldn’t lie to him. Not to. "I'm sorry if I upset you," I said quietly.She shook her head. "No ... you didn't. Just ... I don't know where my life is going any more. I'm thirty-one and single again. I wanted children and a family and the only chance I've got is slipping away. I can't tell you how important it's been to be here, Doug. But ... they are your children, not mine. I love them, but someday I wanted to have one of my own. I know it's not too late, but I don't even have a boyfriend, much less a possible husband. You don't know it yet but your going to be naked most of the day and night. once there uptown we stop at a cafe to get something to eat its going to be a long day. we leave and head for the red light distric of town. we come to the first porn store and go in i ask where are the video booths at right back there he says. we go back and find an empty one in the middle of them and it has holes on both walls perfect i say. i have you start singing come on and do me. i have you stick your fingers.