She didn’t stir. She had had a lot of pot and I knew she wouldn’t be awake for a couple hours, or so I thought.I ran my fingers along her panties ...nd I felt my cock throbbing. I sat up on my knees and pulled down my pants, letting my eight inch member spring out. I slipped my finger through the side of her panties and felt the warmth of her pussy and it just made me throb more. I grabbed my hard cock with my other hand and stroked it as I rubbed her pussy. Soon I became irritated.I slipped my. She was excited by the idea! We took a weekend trip to the town she lives in and got a hotel room. She came over and was wearing a low cut red dress and her boobs were huge, I couldn’t stop staring. We took her out for dinner and drinks.
I was so nervous and she could tell. She sat next to me and put her hand on my leg he leaned in and kissed me right there in the bar!!
 We got a bit tipsy after that and I touched under her skirt under the table,
sooo warm and wet. She cupped my breasts. In the sex department Carrie Ann was totally inexperienced, but her youthful exuberance more than made up for that lack of experience, and I was teaching her how to do and enjoy the things that I liked doing. The were however, a few glitches in the program - Carrie Ann did not like to suck cock, she would do it, but only halfheartedly, and she absolutely, positively would not let me fuck her in the ass. Fortunately, for me at least, there was someone available to take care of my needs in both. After we graduated, the expectation was that we'd would start our careers then have children of our own but I couldn't do it. Every day I was living a lie and I couldn't continue. I considered all my options and could see no other alternative. Please don't share this mom and dad as it would probably kill them but I wanted you to know. I don't expect you to understand but I hope you will help. I want to be able to spend eternity as I wish and not how society dictates. I don't know how to do.