Bobs mom tells me its ok, thats just bobs silly porn he flicks through. i turn it off but am not embarassed and turned on. she asks me if i am embar...ssed by that and i mumble no, its alright, i have watched a bit before. she knows im red now and asks if i want a glass of wine, i say yes. she gets a glass from cupboard and this time i see cleavage as bends down, the first thing i do is grab a pillow to cover up. she sees this and knows whats going on i assume.she says its ok, its natural. That’s right. Now have a good look at his pubes. And his cock, and his balls. That’s good. I showed you how to do it. Now stroke him and get him hard. Try to get some pre-cum. See, it’s nice and clear. You’re all set, Tom. If you give Jessie the money we’ll be right back.”He handed me the money and Tammy led me out the door and around the corner to a little room where Joan sat. “Forty minutes of half and half for five hundred, “Tammy practically shouted. Joan took the money and said,. But all good things must come to an end. I tried to say all the usual things, how we can get together in the future and keeping in touch, but he seemed to rebuff those efforts. My experience was that it doesn’t really work out. I’ve tried long-distance relationships, but the distance between contacts gets wider and wider as time goes by until we became nothing more than a fond memory.I woke up alone for the first time in the month since I met Paul and it hit me hard. I guess I should have. We related our situations, delightedly including her tinglings and my voyeuristic episodes, and after more delving and conversation, we both arrived at the conclusion that we would like to be on the giving end of such corrections, and that the sexual aspects of such chastisements was a major part of our fascination. We were, in actuality, both sexual sadists at heart. This aspect of our psyches didn’t emerge until we had been married. It was only by chance that I happened on the opportunity.