"Jason wrapped his arms around her."Jamie, I don't want to see Beth go, but there's nothing I can do about it. I don't want to lose you either. To be ...onest with you, I have grown very close to you. I would like to keep seeing you, if you want. I'm also hoping Beth can come visit us often."Jamie hugged him tightly."Jason, I feel the same way about you. I don't want to lose you either, and I absolutely want to keep seeing you!"Jason kissed the tears from her cheeks. He could taste the salt on. Turned and said that she had just broken up with her boyfriend..I saw tears in her eyes and couldn't help but feel sad for her ....didn't know what to say or what the right words were at that time. I just kept quiet and we continued our walk still in the opposite direction from where we stayed.Countless thoughts rushing through my mind both of joy anticipation, sadness, and what ifs....but in the end all I could.say was.we're too far and should.turn back. I could.still see the moistness in her. I have something new for you to try tonight." I looked at her smiling and said "I can't wait, tell me about it." She said "First I want you to unbutton my blouse, then take of my bra." I sat up and began undoing the buttons one by one, then slid her blouse off her shoulders. She leaned forward to let me unhook her bra. I fumbled with it for a bit before I figured out how to get it undone and pulled it off.She sat back and told me to start playing with her tits. They felt great as I rubbed and. And while last night was pretty awesome, it was also a bit disconcerting to me that I enjoyed when you fucked me. I don’t think of myself as gay, but that kinda makes me gay, doesn’t it? Have you thought of having surgery?” “Wow! That’s a lot of questions. I don’t really care for labels, but I guess if I had to pick one for myself, it would be pansexual. Most of the time I feel female and love having oral sex with other females or others like me, though there are times when I feel more male.