I thought it was simple, but you'd never have guessed with all thequestions she asked."Are you going to stick to it this time?" Yes." I said with my m...st affirmative voice. "I don't know which wayround I am, whether I'm a boy who's really a girl or a boy who's tryingto hide from himself by looking like a girl, but I intend to find out." In that case, might I suggest you make the name Suzanne permanent?" I can do that?" Most certainly. You're over sixteen. It will help in establishing yournew. ‘I can’t believe you’re actually here! Your pa said he didn’t know if you were going to make it for the wedding!’ Layla exclaimed, ‘You look so different, I almost didn’t recognize you.’ ‘I look different? You look…pregnant.’ Sloane laughed as she rubbed Layla’s belly. ‘This’ Layla sighed pointing to her belly, ‘is baby number 3 and havoc on my bladder. I’m using the ladies room every other minute. I’m just hoping this one’s a girl for Jackson.’ ‘Speaking of Jackson, where is he?’ Sloane asked. T-shirt was holding his tummy tightly and formal loose fit jeans were below his stomach chain and bracelets showed his wealth but he lost his physique even in his early 30’s. He was telling that he is going to get transfer to Bangalore and searching for a flat to shift from Hyderabad after 2 weeks of his visit. I came to know from my Dad that my bro will be with his family nearby our flat and it is in our apartment only. We were expecting their arrival in few days. However my mind was somehow. But nothing, nothing short of a bathtub of water was going to save me for one more day, and I didn’t even have a few drops. Looking out at that dark sky meeting that even darker land, I wanted to weep at the beautiful cool feeling of the night as it settled around me. I knew that soon the air would feel cold to me. Dreadfully cold. I shook my head, no tears coming, no moisture left in my cooked flesh for them to be dragged from. Taking a few small items I might need, but likely would not, I.