I was still nervous but the response from potential men was encouraging. I corresponded with a few men before selecting the one. He said his name wa... Ben but that he would like me to call him grandpa if we met. He was 73 years old and I was 38. Ben was a large man, with quite a sizeable belly. His face was wrinkled but his eyes twinkled with naughty thoughts. We agreed to meet and he came to my place. We sat on the couch and had a glass of wine but he was immediately touching me. It. "Brandon was taken aback at Helen's words. She had to be joking, right?At Arrian's first groan, there was a bustle of movement around him as the women made arrangements to tend to his wounds. Everyone moved, well everyone except Kailynn.Arrian opened his eyes, and looked into the tear-stained face of his sister."Why so sad Kai?" he asked.She just let more tears loose and sobbed gently. Arrian could feel the pain radiating from his shoulder and side; he had to learn not to get shot someday.He. "Jill stiffened pulling herself away. "He was on the freeway the day the glass danced." Oh," Ramone said, matching her sorrow in his expression, but offering no words of comfort."Yeah. It sucked. It really fucking sucked," Jill said. "But I am almost numb to it now. Almost." I lost some cousins and it was a close call with my Pops." Can we stop this conversation? I was horny, but now I'm getting sad." Okay," Ramone said. He looked her body up and down again. "So what, you don't want me. I'm 40now, I live in a different town and I've mellowed but I don't look backon my childhood with much fondness. I managed to get myself expelled fromtwo schools and did my share of hell-raising.In late July of 1978, during the summer holidays, when I was twelvethings came to a bit of a head when I hit my sister. In all of my lifethe only time I've ever hit a girl. She and a couple of other girls werepushing me around, literally, and teasing me. Something snapped and Ipunched her. Just once but.