You were always kind to me and I enjoyed every minute we spent together. I just can’t live like this anymore. I can’t live as a boy and society wo...’t accept me as a girl. There is no place in this world for me. I hope you can forgive me one day. I wish you can one day find happiness. - Jess.No! What have I done! I immediately tried to call her phone, but it went straight to voicemail. She must have turned it off! Fuck! ‘Jessica, please pick up the phone, you don’t want to do this! Please don’t. I reach for ur cock too n play with u both. I sit on the bed with my legs wide n tell u to kneel n remove james' pants, u look nervous but do as ur told. I say "do u like kneeling infront of james cock, sj? what does it make u want to do? to stroke it, kiss it, suck it?" u nod n say "yes bella, all those things". I tell u to stand n jim to kneel n take ur shorts off, I ask him what seeing ur cock makes him want. he says "please Bella, let me suck his cock" i tell him im impressed, I didnt think. Apparently the couple had broken up a few days before the wedding.“I am glad we got a hefty deposit off them and hadn't bought all the food. Your going to benefit from some that we did buy. The two of us are going to do the cooking at your place and then leave it to Anne and Erika who will do the serving.”“How much do Anne and Erika know?”“Oh the lot and if this goes as planned they want to join in.”That evening all the guests arrived assuming that they weren't already present. Crispin's. .She straightened me up and turn around so I leaned on the table with my tied hands and burning ass. Even though I was crying hard from the pain she went even further by whipping my tits. And no, it was not an erotic arousal type but the real painful mark-leaving type of whipping.I was begging with my eyes to stop. I doubt that it was the reason but more pain for me as she moved her whipping from my tits to my lower tummy and pussy. It hurt like hell. As I tried to move away she told me it will.