. I need more.I've really made a mess of this. I've alerted him to my intention. I've stupidly caused him to doubt me. There is no way I can indulge m...self if he is watching me closely. Why did I have to warn him? What kind of fool am I? I've just made it that much more difficult to have an affair.I've already made up my mind. I'm going to do this. I've just had a bad start. A poorly chosen strategy. I have to step back and rethink what to do.As I wandered through the house, I noticed the door. My older sister would regularly have friends over and I wanted them to see this big dick that I had. I would put on really tight shorts, get hard, and then walk infront of them for them to see it. I didn't really know what I was doing but I knew that when I did it my dick would get even harder and start tingling. My bedroom was right next to the bathroom and anyone walking by could see me in my bed. One night when my sister's friend was there I was in bed and was hard as a rock. I wanted her to. My mind turned to evil! I could see her hand under the water play with the pussy I own. I waited she moaned and started to shake. Cum You Fucking WHORE! I slammed her head under the water as she came!My cunt fought to free herself litle does she know. Her arms fought me. You want to play we'll play!I could ahve cared if she heard my screaming at her. I ripped her up by the hair1 she choked, trying to gain her breath. Her eyes caught me. I could see the pure horror in them. Cunt! Did I tell you. To literally become someone’s fantasy and be a helpless victim to their desires turned her on even on the spot as she thought about it. Later that day she slipped her jean shorts on and the white T-shirt she usually wore when she wanted discounts at the local store (tight and outlined her figure). So when was this change going to happen? WHat was it going to be? Tiffany couldn’t feel anything coming around. She laid on the couch going through news feeds just waiting for...anything.Nothing. She.