He was trying to learn a new way of thinking that would require a radical change in his life style. In the end what he was trying to do was just survi...e the day without the crack pipe."You have been staring at the same page of that same file for five minutes, are you okay?" Hillary asked."Yes Ma'am. Just meditating," he replied. Roger had a uneasy feeling about Hillary. He didn't get any vibe from her and that was strange. Everyone had and aura, Hillary's was somehow just transparent as if it. .Mummy—aaaaah…. M… Merii…Ii g..Gaand aise hi maarta reh mere llllaallll …Aise hiiiiiii daba mere ye tarbooz… Aaaahhh.. Tere liye hi to itne bbb..Bade kiyee haaaiin.. AaaahhhMe—main chhhooot raha hu mummy …. Main or nahi rok sakta .Mummy—beta .. Apni malaayi apni maa ko chakha de… Mein tera amrit peena chahti hu..Phir maine mummy ko jaldi se ghumaakar uske ghutno par bithaaya or ek jhatke mein apne lund ko uske gale ki gehraayi mein pohonchaakar apna maal chhodh diya …Mummy auuukka ukkk ki. Ass_ter, who else?” I replied.“Heh, thought so. I was too. I think John and Brad must have been too. They both jumped when Patterson caught you. Shit, so did I. And I noticed they were looking at her with THAT look.”“What look?”“This look.”He stared directly at Suzi’s ass again while she was getting things out of her locker. Joey looked like he was trying to will it to do something sexy. Like get naked or something.“You mean this look,” I said as I gazed at her butt while imagining my hands. "I feel rather ashamed," she said. "You've been with the battalion now for the best part of six months..." Four actually," said Mark hoping to help her."Even so, that's too long. We had you to dinner shortly after you arrived and have done nothing about you since." Please," said Mark. "That was more than I expected." Nonsense. It's just there seems to have been so much going on. But, forget all that, are you happy?" Very," said Mark with a huge smile. "I don't think I've been happier in my.