" Il parcourait l'agenda s'arr?tant de temps ? autre me demandant qu'elles ?taient mes relations avec diff?rentes personnes dont j'avais not? les adre...ses dans mon agenda, je ne r?pondais pas, mais l'id?e que ces gens puissent visionner le DVD relatant mes exploits ?tait encore plus horrible que l'id?e de devoir recommencer toutes ces choses avec ces salauds. Je m'effondrais sur le canap? et couvrit ma face entre mes mains secou?e par une violente crise de larmes. J'?tais totalement incapable. She would have told David that he was going to have to get ajob and pay for the new paper if he thought he was going to act likethat. David just always bowed to her will, but I thought I might have afew choice things to say to her.I sat up and tried to stay focused, and was successful for the most part.When we were done, Debbie looked at me. "Well, for an eight year old,you're a genius." Good. Now can we pleeeeease do something fun? Can I try on someclothes?" Not yet, dear. How about video. “Mom?” I asked again.This time, she inhaled slowly and sat on the edge of my bed.“James, I can explain,” she began. “I was young, I made a few bad choices and owed some people money that I didn’t have. Every job I applied for was rejected so I took advice from some very bad people. That’s what led me to do this video, I never thought I’d see it again.”“Mom, I had no idea.” I replied.“I was hoping that you and your father never found out,” she sobbed. “The reason we adopted you was because your. I definitely thought I was in love on a few occasions, but that faded away over time.I love you. Three simple words. I have said them before; I have had them said to me; were they meant sincerely? I like to think so. Were they actually true deep down in their heart? Maybe.This is a love story. This is my love story. Is it a traditional love story? No. It is a complex, layered and sexually filled story. Will you think it is a true love story? That is up to you, as each defines love as they see.