I drove down the street until it ended and directly in front of us was the lake. There were trees all around, the moon shone on the water and I could ...ee stars in the sky. I thought to myself, “This guy is good…” It was the perfect setting.We got out of the car and, as we moved to the backseat, I took a closer look at our surroundings. No, that can’t be…Was that…?A tombstone?!?!“Where are we?!” I exclaimed as I jumped back in the car and reached up to lock all the doors. I looked across to the. He touched my arse as I got in the car, making me laugh. We eventually got to his place, I was eager by then, almost hauling myself on top of him. “ Lot ’s of people have arrived” he said, looking around at all the cars. “So what’s it for again?” I asked, feeling very curious. “It’s just a party” he said, looking at me. “Is that right?” I said, stepping forward and placing my hand on his chest. “Well, yeah” he said, walking up to the door. When we got inside some people were. Well ... hell ... it was too. It was awful.Instinct put up her shield.Instinct made her roaring mind search for any faint feeling a daughter has for her mother.There--was--nothing.Mother was gone.Daddy was gone.The twins were gone.It took just a second of joyous rejoicing to realize the pests of her life ... were gone, and their wives and four small babies.Gone ... not even a wisp to bury.Nothing she could recover ... no relic ... G-O-N-E!The hole was still filling ... there wasn't even any. You imagined yourself living on the farm for the rest of your life. But you did not know how that would happen. There are moments you dream about restoring the farm. Leading the family. But a part of you wants to follow someone who could fix everything and make life easy for you. You were uncertain, and wished you had a male role model your trusted in your life to ask.Between your moms "job" as a surrogate, keeping her occupied, and your father and grandparents death in your early childhood you.