The burning sensation began to ease as I realized I actually liked the taste of his cum. It was a little salty and somewhat bittersweet, but not at al... unpleasant. In fact, quite tasty much to my liking.So far things were going great with my first cock sucking experience. But I was in for a shock when he said, “It will take me a bit to reload, while I do, you can practice more on your cock sucking, then I’m going to fuck you.”Did I hear right, did he say he was going to fuck me? I was not sure. I have come to want it very much, and yet I'm so nervous and afraid. These are my feelings -- my mixed emotions -- both for her, and about finally going 'all the way' with her:I thought of you today after the lovely lunch we sharedThe way you looked, and all the things you saidWhen you urged me yet again to take our friendship all the wayAnd share the scintillating splendor of two women together in bed.We've been friends for so long, and yet I never knewThis side of you, that you've finally let. Maybe two years at the most. You all seem close. What about prom or school dances?”“Never went. Couldn’t afford to.” The question would come soon ... it always did.“Didn’t you say your parents were retired in Hawaii? Hawaii is not cheap and they can’t be that old.”“No, it isn’t.” My reply was neutral. I was never able to speak of my parents with a light tone. Mother especially.Sensing something from my attitude, she retreated a step, “Are you willing to tell me about your parents? You never. She immediately answered him without a hesitation or dithering, “Well, take mine, if you please”. She was very soft and mellow in her tone but serious as well. Frag Mehdi was positively knocked down. Did she say it? No, it could not be, how could she? He did not know how to take her offer, what to say. He did not want to miss her all together. If she was really serious in her offer, an outright rejection could easily and seriously damage their relationship but he of course did not want to.