I got home early for the day and as I walked through the house and upstairs I looked in the back yard. 8 women who were all in tight yoga pants and sp...rt bras were all in some yoga pose, I’d never in my life be able to get in. My wife was at the front of the two rows of four. I watches as the girls thrust their asses into the air while balancing on their hands and feet. Nine tight asses with spandex on was a nice view but I had to start figuring this out. As the women were leaving, my wife. I cried, I cried long and hard. I wanted to rail at the heavens, to scream out my pain, but I couldn't. So I just sat there on my couch crying quietly to myself. She was right, so right. I was scared. I couldn't believe in myself, which was so risky, so all I'd been doing was running away emotionally. Still running away the same as I'd done all those years ago. I couldn't keep running forever, could I? There had to be some way I could believe in myself. But how? I don't know how long I cried,. I wouldn't want her to know if we did do it." Then we won't ever do it. I told her that we might do other things, but never that, unless she says it's okay." Did you tell her what other things?" I told her anything else but that." She said it was okay?" No, she said she wanted me to keep my end of the bargain about not doing it with you. She said she'd never give you permission to do it with me." Suppose I really wanted to, Larry? Now, we couldn't." Not without her permission. We're a long way. She was now sitting without her panties. I saw her top which was transparent. I could see her hot deep navel and black bra through it. I held her and removed her top.I started kissing her again and started massaging her breasts through her bra. She was loving it. She was rubbing her hands over my dick. She made me remove my t-shirt and pants. She was stunned seeing my erection. I then took off her bra. My bitch was now completely naked in front of me. She was a complete sex goddess.I sucked her.