"Oh yeah? That place up in Bar Harbor?" "Yeah, I love their blueberry ice cream." "So uhm, you wanna stay for some burgers?" My face lit up. I thought...that this would have been seriously awkward, but I tend to forget these aren't boys, they're fully capable, grown up men. Thank God. We barbecued up some burgers and hot dogs, and sat out in the back enjoying the food and a few drinks. Dan was at the grill finishing up cooking while Jen and Kevin were in lawn chairs eating. I sat between Kevin's. It was an erotic feeling to feel the inner muscles of the bowels causing these contractions. She was becoming more distressed but also being aroused, evidenced by the fluids coating my fingers. I twisted my hand to allow my thumb to pinch her clitoris against the two embedded fingers. She moaned and thrust in response, I quickly pulled out which thwarted her orgasm. Now I went back to the task at hand. Moving back to the supine specimen on her back, I pushed her right breast over to the center. "you can keep the thong as a momento",she giggled.This happend up until we both had steady relationships.About a month later i had a week of work and couldn't get the"If I had a cock" comment out of my head so I thought "fuck it" an hour later I was sat in a pub in gay area of manchester half pissed with a bottle of poopers in my pocket,terrified and out of my depth.After about an hour a buisness guy about 40 well groomed came over."Ok if i sit here?" sure mate" i replied.We ended up. Do you jerk off to them?" "Geez Mom, really?" You don't have to tell me. I'm just curious. It turns me on to hear you talk about it." "OK," I said, but it took me a while before I could answer."I have some Penthouses." "Penthouse? Is that soft or hard core?" Soft core I think. There's no sex in them, just nude women." "So what do you do? You look at the nude pic and you jerk off while you think of fucking them?" "Yes." "So where do you buy the magazines?" I buy them at a newsstand. A different.