Finally, after a number of attempts, I was able to do that. Then my mistress, Sunita mam put the garland around my neck.Everyone started clapping and ...raising my fate. Now it was Deepti mam’s turn. She commanded, “This means your mistress has accepted your request for your submission to her and to keep you under her authority. Now quickly touch her feet and seek her blessings.” I was humiliated to the greatest extent on hearing this. But I had no other option. I knew what could happen if I even. ’ He said and kissed me. His kiss melted my resolve. I didn’t want him to stop. I turned around and he pinned my shoulders to the wall. ‘Tell me you love me.’ He demanded. ‘NO.’ I asserted. ‘The last time I told you I loved you, you left me.’ I opened my eyes with a start, slightly nauseous, and hit the alarm. ‘God damn it.’ I swore to myself. ‘Stay fucking out of my dreams. I’m Ok, but it isn’t fair when you visit my dreams.’ I announced to the empty room, throwing my quilt off, and sliding. "Somehow Cheryl picked something up from my tone and asked if everything was okay. I spilled the beans about Rose ad what she had asked me to do."You should," Cheryl said, astonishing me. "It's been a long time. I know you would say the same to me." No, I wouldn't. I don't want anyone touching you." Okay, I will leave it up to you. Just remember I have thought about it, and you have my permission."The call ended there. Cheryl had to go.I went straight to the shower and ran cold water over my. Me yeh sunte hi use bola chal yarr me gar jata hoo.To nikhil bola beth na yaar to me bola nahi yaar aaj sham ko didi aane wali he bombay se shadi ke bad paheli bar.phir woh bola tu esbar apani didi ke bare me soch ke dekh.phir me use pagal bolte hoowe waha se gar ki aur nikal pada.me jese hi gar pahoocha to mene ek badi si bag apane kamre me dekhi.aur mere kamare ke bathroom se pani ki aavaj aa rahi thi.mummy kichan me sham ka khana bana rahi thi.aur papa kahi bahar gaye they.me turant kichan.