Marika sensed this and said "It all needs a lot of explaining and I promise that we will but why not take things as they come and perhaps understand l...ter?" "What do I need to understand" I said. "I'm so confused , I dont know where to start". Marika stood up, her lovely figure evident thru her backlit almost transparent dress. "Understand that I want you, I've seen you looking at me and I know you would like this", She pulled her dress over her head and stood naked before me. "Wouldn't you. And I was in Amsterdam! I got to my feet and asked the guy behind the counter if he knew of a reputable brothel. He gave me an address of a house on the outer ring of Amsterdam and said that I would be well looked after as it was not like the seedy experience of the red light district, which promises much but does not deliver. To get to the brothel involved a walk through one of the huge parks. The sun was beginning to set and I felt exhilarated. Five minutes later I was standing at the doorway. I don’t know that I’ve lost weight overall.”“Except that you run long runs every week. And you are rehearsing non-stop. It isn’t enough that LeBlanc has you rehearsing three hours this evening. I’ll bet you planned to practice more tonight, didn’t you?”“I don’t want to let anyone down,” I said. Didn’t they understand how much depended on my performing well—especially as we moved toward this stupid holiday concert tour in California.“You let everyone down when you are lying unconscious on the. ’ ‘Anything you ask me to do,’ she repeated in her trance. ‘You will accept any and all advances I make on you. You must beg me to cum, Stephanie. If you do not ask me you will never cum.’ ‘Never cum.’ ‘When you feel the pressure building in you and your pussy starts dripping, you will wait to you are alone and then you will call me to see if I will allow you to service me and allow you to cum. Understood.’ ‘Understood.’ ‘And you will call me ‘Master’ when we are alone.’ ‘Yes, master.’ ‘Good..